Blog Reader Who Deceived Her Boyfriend With Butt Pad Needs Help.

Hello Laila, Please dont publish my name. I need your help. I am from a family that has genetically endowed me on the boobs and has seriously left me wanting on the backside. my mum is like that and indeed my 2 older sisters. I started wearing hip and butt pad last year and the result has been overwhelming. The number of guys who toast me has tripled and i am enjoying the whole show.


My problem now is this new guy that i met around january this year. He is all i want in a guy and he loves me too but i am worried. He seem to be obsessed with my butt. We are yet to get intimate but he cant stop talking about how my butt gives him erections and stuff like that. His obsession and his constant referals to my curvy behind is actually beginning to bother me. I am scared that he will be disappointed if he finds out that i am not really that endowed.

I have intentionally resisted any situation that will warrant my getting naked around him or any attempt to sleep over, sex or no sex. I am sad. I wish i had not worn that stuff at all but i wonder if he would have noticed me if i didnt start wearing one. After all he has been in my department for almost a year and never noticed me until my romance with the padded undies. I am thinking of confessing to him so as to cushion his shock because honestly, i dont know how long i can hold on refusing him when all my heart actually yearns is his arms around me all day long. Please how do i handle this because i honestly cannot lose him. He is my world. Please help me with ideas.